All you want to do is hold on. You want to hold on as tight as you can, because it hurts so much less. The numbness consumes you, and you are left with nothing but an empty feeling. You cant put the pictures away, because thats too final. You cant look at them, because the damage has been done. But its time to let go.
You can stare at the ceiling in complete silence, or you can turn music on to drown out life. But it doesn't matter.. The silence isn't silence at all.. Its booming echoes of what used to be. The music has no escape. What once was your favorite song is now a constant reminder of things you did and memories that make your stomach turn. But its time to let go.
A million questions are spinning in your head. Were the good times worth the way you feel right now? Would you do it all over again, knowing that this was the way it turned out? Were you really in love, or was it just pretend? Didnt you know deep down that it wasnt forever, or was it supposed be? Was he the one? Did you give up too easily? Its too late for what if's. Its time to let go
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